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Better Together: Part 32
Thank you for liking my story. But to the person who commented saying please dont make them break up. Look at the story title, breaking up is the point of this story but in the end their always better together :) Dedicated to Michael, Richard and Darren. -Sarah I sat there for an hour not moving just thinking and staring at the tape. I finally got up and slid the tape into the VCR. I didnâ??t know what to expect to see and my heart was pounding. Was this tape going to ruin my marriage. I hesitated as i pressed play. I covered my eyes with my hands and listened first in case it was a tape of Michael having sex with another woman. I couldnt hear anything and i peeked through my fingers. I heard a door close on the TV and it was Michael, he sat down facing the camera and was sweating and breathing heavily. He must of been dancing because he was fully dressed and holding a towel and a bottle of water. He seemed to be alone until i heard the door close again and Michael look up and smile. My heart sank because it wasnâ??t just any other smile but the smile he gave me when we were about to have sex. I hung my head in my hands and listened some more because i couldnt bare watch. I could hear them talking and laughing, then it was silent. I slowly lifted my head and there they were kissing. I felt my heart break then and there. Tears flowed from my eyes and i couldnt look away now. I watched this woman, what appeared to be a back up dancer sit on my husbandâ??s lap and take his shirt off, kiss his chest and let him do the same. I stood up in anger, grabbed my keys and drove to the studio. As i stormed in i heard people say â??aw ohâ? and hide from me. I had tunnel vision, nobody could stop me and by the look of it nobody was even going to try. The camera was rolling and Michael was shooting. He was dancing so didnâ??t notice me storm up to the women on the tape. She too was dancing until i tapped her on the shoulder and with all my strength swung my fist across her face. She dropped so hard that the whole studio was silent. I clenched my fists again and walked back out. I couldnt bare look at Michael yet so i ignored his calls for me. I walked out and into my car. My hand was throbbing but it was nothing compared to the pain in my heart. I felt betrayed and disappointed that the man i love could break my heart like that. I drove home, packed a bag and just as i was pulling out Michael was pulling in. I couldnt pass by because his limo was blocking the driveway. So i had no choice but to let him come to my window. Michael: (knocking) open up... Me: (not looking at him and putting down the window) Michael: what is...(cutting him off) Me: (calm) how many times do we have to divorce before we realise we arenâ??t meant to be? Michael: what? Me: the first time was just because we werenâ??t ready but i was so ready to give you my life...i already gave you my heart and you go and break it by sleeping with some back up dancer...and for what? A little bit of pleasure?? You break my heart for pleasure that lasts what? 5 minutes? I cant even look at you now...thatâ??s how much you have hurt me...so can you please ask your driver to move because (breaking down) i cant stay here anymore...not with the man who broke my heart!! Michael just stood there speechless. His eyes were full of tears and i could tell he didnâ??t want me to leave so easily but he had to let me go. His limo pulled out of the way and i drove down the driveway. I glanced in my mirror and Michael had tears falling from his face. I pulled onto the road and drove to the nearest hotel. Coincidently it was the same hotel Michael and i rekindled our relationship in. I checked in and walked to my room still with tears streaming down my cheeks. I threw my bag on the floor and collapsed face first onto the bed. An hour passed and my eyes were raw red. I had no more tears left. I walked into the bathroom and threw water on my face. I dried up and rang for room service. All i wanted was wine because right now drowning my sorrows was a whole lot better than sitting in my room sober. I didnâ??t get food because i didnâ??t have the stomach to eat. 2 hours passed and so did 2 bottles of wine. I was slightly drunk but i still felt that pain i had when i first watched the tape. I curled up in bed and the tears flowed again. i wasnâ??t used to sleeping in a cold bed on my own. I should be in Michaelâ??s arms as he kisses me to sleep. I sat up and looked at the clock, it was only 8pm. I felt like visiting Michael but i didnâ??t want him to think i would run back to him after everything but i needed him. I got dressed and walked down to the lobby where to my surprise Michael was sitting. I stopped in my tracks and he slowly made his way to me. Me: how did you know i was here? Michael: i didnâ??t i took a chance and the receptionist said you were staying here but wouldnâ??t give me your room number or call you... Me: well maybe because when i came in here i had tears running down my face... Michael: (coming closer to me) can we please talk... Me: (sighing) is there a point or are you just going to tell me your sorry over and over again... Michael: i want to explain...you donâ??t know the whole story! Me: fine...(walking up to my room) arenâ??t you coming? Michael: why donâ??t you come home and let me explain... Me: oh i donâ??t know... Michael: please... Me: fine but im not staying... We left the hotel and went back to Neverland. By now the kids were home and Taj was minding them. I walked in and Richie knew by my eyes that i was crying. Richie: you watched the video? Me: yes... Richie: dad cheated didnâ??t he!! Me: (looking at Michael) no...it was a misunderstanding... Richie: then why were you crying? Me: just go to your room... Richie: ugh...(walking upstairs) Michael: Taj can you take Jamie up to his room and put him to bed... Taj: no problem Uncle Mike...(bringing Jamie upstairs) I sat down outside in the patio chairs and breathed out waiting for Michael to explain himself. Michael: you know i love you and would never do anything to hurt you (taking my hand) Me: (letting go) spit it out Michael... Michael: (sighing) i didnâ??t sleep with her...you didnâ??t watch the whole video because i push her off me... Me: well i think we should watch the start together and i will show you exactly how i knew you wanted to..(standing up) We walked into the sitting room and i popped the tape back in. I fast-forward it until the part where Michael smiled. Me: you see that smile? Michael: its just a smile... Me: its not just any smile Michael!! every time we get into bed together and you kiss my neck and turn me to look at you...that is the smile you have on your face...its the smile you get when you want me to have sex with you! Michael: well maybe i mixed my smiles up...(smiling) Me: (angry) you think this is funny? You think my broken heart is something to smile at... Michael: (looking down) im sorry...i didnâ??t want to have sex with her ok...my eyes closed when she kissed me and i just pictured you...i broke the kiss when i came back to reality and realised it wasnâ??t you...my mind has been so messed up lately and right there i am exhausted...i cant even remember why she came in to my dressing room...Sarah i love you...i cant live without you...please forgive me! Me: i dont think its that easy anymore Michael...i cant trust you! I can hardly look at you how could i even touch you or kiss you... I looked down and looked back up. Michael was in tears. I was in shock, it was literally a split second and he is crying his eyes out. I couldnt bear to see him like this but i also didnâ??t want to give in. I leaned over and moved his head into my chest as he cried. I smoothed down his hair because i didnâ??t want to leave him in this state. He couldnt talk he was crying so hard and it made me cry. Both of us were in bits on the couch. An hour passed and we cried all our tears out. We sat in silence as Michael held my hand. I wanted to forgive him so much but once i looked at him the video tape scene flashed in my mind. Taj left and we still didnâ??t move. Our eyes were red and our hands were squeezing each others. I checked the time and thought i should leave so i broke the silence. Me: i better go... Michael: (looking sad) please dont... Me: its best if i do... Michael: we can work this out...please dont go...i cant sleep alone! Michael was on his knees. I sighed and looked down. What should i do? Forgive the man who broke my heart, or walk out and break his? To be continued...
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