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You're The One 26
Thanks for the votes. Love y'all -Kayla After school, I walked home and went straight to my room. No dinner, no shower, no texting, no talking to anyone. I just wanted to be alone. And I fell asleep crying, thinking about what MJ said. How could he just want to be friends? I thought our feelings were mutual, but I guess I was wrong. Even though he said he really does like me. His mind and heart don't feel the same. And I never realized how much I liked him until he turned me down. But he did kiss my hand. That has to mean something. I opened my eyes to a dark room with a little bit of moonlight coming from my window. My neck hurt from the uncomfortable position I was in. This afternoon, I just walked in and fell flat on my stomach. I didn't even bother getting up from the position, no matter how awkward it was. But now, I wish I did because I have a deep pain in my neck. I got up and walked over to my bag laying on the floor. I pulled my phone out of bag and unlocked it to find 3 unread messages. Gia: Hey girl. Text me back when you get home. Gia: I told you to text me!! What's wrong? Reply ASAP!!! I smirked at Gia's messages. She always says she has something important to tell me, but its never usually that important. So I sent her a message of my own... Me: Sorry, I fell asleep. Long day at school... see ya tomorrow!! I sent the message and looked at the third unread message from Ray. Normally, I would roll my eyes, but a part of me wanted to know what he could be texting me about at a time like this. Ray: Hey, you didn't get back to me about if you accepted my apology yet. Sorry I couldn't make it to lunch. I went to the library to get extra help from my tutor... text me when you get the chance. I nearly fainted after reading that. I took a cross-legged seat on my pillow and turned on my bedside table light, thinking to myself for a while. This is the right thing to do. I can do this. I need to do this. I inhaled deeply and let it out slowly before dialing Brandon's number. I knew the chances of him picking up the phone at this time of night were slim, but I really needed to talk to him. The phone buzzed in my ear twice before I heard his voice on the other line. Brandon: Cierra, its 2am... He sounded annoyed. But I cut him off before he could give me a long speech... about whatever. Me: I know, but I really need to talk to you now. I heard him sigh over the phone. Brandon: I thought we already talked today. I told you everything I had to, and I thought it was clear that you understood. I was a little taken by that, but it is two in the morning. He must just be cranky. Me: Listen. Ray came up to me today and started talking about how he's changed and everything. I really want to believe him, and I do, but I'm not sure if I should talk to him anymore. He seems sincere now and trustworthy, but I don't want to end up falling for him again. Especially, now that Jade is carrying his baby. Suddenly, the other line got quiet. Me: Brandon? You still there? Brandon: Yeah. Um, I don't know. Ray and I aren't on good terms right now, so I really don't care if you forgive him or not. He sounded a bit more harsh. I guess he really is cranky. But I also guess it wasn't a really good idea to bring up the fact that Jade is pregnant with Ray's baby. Me: I'm so sorry, Brandon. I honestly forgot... Brandon: Don't worry about me. I was just thinking about that before you called anyways. But truthfully, I respect the fact that Ray was the one to tell me and not Jade. And I also respect the fact that he apologized to you and all those other girls. And lastly, I respect that he's getting his life together and changing for the better. If Jade's baby wasn't gonna be my son. I'm sorta glad that it could be his. I nodded to myself, thinking about all of that. And it's true. Ray is changing for the better. And it's not a bad thing to forgive him this time. Because this time, he actually deserves forgiveness. Me: Thanks, and I'm sorry for waking you up this early. Brandon: It's cool. You made me realize that I shouldn't blame Ray for this. I'm happy he's changing. See ya tomorrow.. Me: Ok, bye. We both hung up. I looked at the message from Ray once again. I sighed and dialed Ray's number, but he didn't pick up. It went to voicemail but I decided to leave a message anyways. Me: Hey, its Cierra. Sorry I'm calling this early, but I just got your message. I just wanted to say that I really do think you've changed, and I wish you the best for the future. You and Jade are gonna have a beautiful baby. Anyways, see ya tomorrow. Love you, bye. My eyes widened as I hung up. Did I just say I love him? What the hell was I thinking? My heart dropped as I looked down at my phone. Message sent. Okay, this isn't so bad. I'm over reacting. He doesn't care what I say anymore. He's completely over me, right? I turned off my phone and put it on my bedside table. I ran my fingers through my hair and turned off my bedside table light, still freaking out about the message I just sent. Wait!! Why am I freaking out? I don't have anything to be freaking out about. I really do love Ray. Like a friend or brother. No, this isn't working. I got back up and turned on the light, grabbing my phone as well. I have to set things straight. I was just about to type a message to Ray when I got a message of my own. It was from Ray. Ray: Thanks for forgiving me after the horrible things I did to you. You're a really strong person for being able to do that. And knowing you, you're probably going crazy about saying you love me. But I know you meant it in a friendly way. See ya tomorrow. I smiled and typed back. Me: You know me so well. Anyways, wanna walk to school tomorrow? I sent the message and waited for him to reply. But as soon as I hit send, I regretted it. Why do I keep falling back into his trap? Ray: Of course! But I hope you don't mind that Jade is gonna be walking too. See ya tomorrow.... again? I decided to turn my phone and light off then, because I didn't really want to get into a conversation with him, especially not right now. But honestly, I don't regret anything that happened today. I realized that Brandon and I definitely aren't meant to be together. Ray really is a changed person, and I'm looking forward to being his friend. But one person I'm not really looking forward to staying friends with is MJ. So, whether he likes it or not. I'm gonna make him mine. And that's a promise. TBC....
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