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Met Him All Over Again--10
Hey my loves i aint been on in a minute and for some reason i been feeling so MJish latley...like he's been everywhere and i just had to POST mhawwww enjoy my lovelys!!! Chapter 10 It's been a couple years now and I'm much better, the year is 1988 and I've moved on...well from MJ that is. I'm still a wreck over John but I'm not focused on that right now my mom has gotten sick and I don't know what to do about it, I just arrived to her home and standing in front of the house I grew up in when I was only a 7 year old girl looked horrific compared to the years I thought it was the most magical place in my life. When I walked through the door I could feel the energy this house used to have. Rachel greeted me at the door. Me: hugging her tightly) hey Rach how is she? Rachel:tearing up) Lee she's falling apart, the cancer is getting to her....Lee she's not going to make it. Me: holding her shoulders) awww don't say that rach she's gonna pull through please just have faith. My mom was diagnosed with brain cancer and now she's deteratering and I can't help her. She's been a soldier this entire process so I think it's time she let go. I know I told Rachel not to say those things but I would be lying to myself if i didnt at least let myself know she wasn't gonna make it. Rachel: wiping tears) lee I can't say that she gonna bee ok. Me: a little panicky) well, let's take her to the hospital. Rachel: no, she dosent want to die in a hospital, she wants to be here and Lee? Me: dreading what I was about to hear) what is it rach? Rachel: she wants us here when she passes. Me: no I'm not gonna sit here and watch my mother die Rachel. Rachel: lee please, this is just like you. Me: tearing up) what's just like me rachel, huh? It's like me to not wanna see someone I love die in front of my eyes. Rachel: no it's like you to run, to not be strong enough for the people that want you to be strong for them. Me: Rachel I tried to be strong I did I I wanted to be strong for John, and believe it or not but I'm really tring to be strong for mama, but when people I love leave me I need to get away so I can think. Rachel: so that's why your not over John, you still have his clothes in your closet 6 years later...you really didn't run that far from him. Me: thinking I guess she's right) yeah I guess I haven't. I did stay, but not knowing that this was going to be the last time I seen my mother...I'm glad I did stay because I got to talk to her like I used to when I was a child. She was not responsive but I knew she heard me. I have a better outlook on things and my mom was a big part of it she passed around 2:00 that morning and we had the embulance come and get her. I went home and laid in bed and just stared in my closet I tried to gain power to remove his things but there wasn't any use. I just fell asleep. My mother always said that she never wanted a big funeral she just wanted to be cremated and she wanted one of her kids to keep her. We cremated her a week later Rachel had this Idea that since I already had johns things in my home that she'll take our mother. I didn't argue I didn't want to. The next morning I had a flight to catch, it was to visit Carlisle, he moved to los Vegas to live as a free spirit. When I arrived at Los Vegas airport he was standing there egarly awaiting my arrival. When he seen me he went nuts. He hugged me so tight that I couldn't breathe. Truth be told I was super happy to see him also. We got in his car and he talked my ear off on the way to his apartment, I just sat there in silence with a smile on. My face. Me: surprised by his excitment) well well... I see your making one hell of an impression in Vegas. Carlisle: with a smile on his face) lee I'm trying, I swear I am and everyday seems like a better one... Oh and guess what? Me: sitting up, pushing my hair out of my face) what Carl tell me! Carlisle: glancing at my face) I found a guy. Me: *screams* covers my mouth) sorry go ahead.. Carlisle: he's perfect lee he's so right for me... You'll get to meet him when we get to the apartment. I was so happy for him. I could tell this guy meant alot to Carls just by the way his whole face went red. We pulled in a parking spot and walked in the apartment. It was perfect for two people. Carlisle showed me where I was sleeping and I sat my bag down and as I turned around to walk out I almost ran into this man that was about 6'0ft tall, caramel colored skin, beautiful wavy hair that was cut to perfection, with a body only made by God. Man: reaching his hand out) hello, I'm Damon you must be Carls friend Lee, right? Me: shaking his hand) yup I'm Lee, it's so nice to meet you. Damon: believe me it's my pleasure Carls has told me more than enough about you (laughs). Carlisle: ok I see you two have met. The way Carlisle looked at Damon was like he just seen the most beautiful thing ever made. He had a shine in his eye that couldn't be dimmed, even of this perfect human being was to hurt him So how was that...i hope you like that cuz i know!!!!!!!!!!!!! Captivating--Kylay
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