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I Still Love You (1): It's That Time
This story was originally written for Wattpad but since I really like this site and it's where I started writing, I decided to post it on here too. So, if you want to know what any of the characters look like, just go look for the story on Wattpad or go to my page "90sMoonwalker" and the story should there. Thank you (: _________________________________ (1994) | Wednesday 10:00 p.m. I remember it like it was just yesterday... The day everything changed. Heart shattered, I couldn't believe my eyes. How could you hurt me? I loved you. What did I do to deserve that? I did everything to please you and I guess that wasn't enough. Now I'm at a downfall...all alone. Walking these streets day in and day out, trying to get this money any way that I can. This is not the life I wanna live...but dealing with you had cost me everything. Now that you're no longer a part of my life, the streets is all I have. I don't like it but there's nothing else for me to do. I hope you're taking care of my baby girl...who's not really a baby anymore. I wish I could've seen her grow up but I didn't want her to see me at my worst like this. I hope that she understands when the day comes that you have to tell her everything about me. I pray that she doesn't hate me for leaving. - Ka'Tya Mavré And that is the letter I sent to him. Whenever I can, I send him something but of course there's no return address so he can't send anything back. Honestly, I don't even think he reads them. I really miss my daughter Gia and hopefully I can get clean so I can see her again. "Ka'Tya!", I heard someone yell. I knew exactly who it was. "Hey Jane", I said walking over to her. "You know Tony is still looking for you, right?", she asked me. "He doesn't know where I am, does he?", I ask kind of frightened. "Oh, he knows but I doubt he'll be coming this way", she said with a smirk. "Why not? What did you do??", I ask hoping that she hasn't done something crazy. "I ain't do anything...yet. But I got my boys posted on every corner. If he try anything...it'll be man down", she said laughing. I laughed a little. "Thanks girl", I said. I sat down on the cold concrete with back against the building wall. Jane came and sat next to me. "Why are you still out here? You have so much smarts... You don't belong here like the rest of us", she said to me in a soft tone. "I have no life outside of here...this is all I've known for the past 17 years. I have no place to go if I leave", I say looking down. "Ka'Tya you can get out of here and have a great life if you wanted to...you're just scared", she said as she scooted closer and whispered, "Your ex boyfriend is The Michael Jackson. You have resources girl, use them." "Michael wants nothing to do with me... he has a beautiful new girlfriend and is bigger than ever right now. I don't wanna just walk in his life and become a bother", I say looking at her. She pulled out a card and handed it to me. "Here. I want you to call this number and set an appointment", she said with a serious expression. "Jane..." She cut me off. "Listen to me. You are like a daughter to me now, and I don't wanna see you out here like this. You are so smart and gave so much potential to do something with your life. Get clean for me..please", she begged. I sighed and nodded my head. "Alright, fine I'll call tomorrow", I say. She smiled and hugged me. "Good, well I gotta go handle some business. Bye hun", she said getting up. "Bye", I say. I walked to my usual spot which was located in an alley. I laid down on the old mattress and draped the old, torn, blanket over me and drifted off to sleep. *Michael's POV* | 12:00 pm | Sigh. Another letter from Ka'Tya. I opened it and read it to myself. I really feel sorry for her and I wish I could've stopped her. I don't want her out there like that but when I tried to help I got pushed away. Gia never asks about her like she used to when she was a little girl...it's almost like she doesn't even exist to her. I can't blame her though, how can she care about someone that she doesn't even know? I think it's time to tell her about her mother...she's old enough to understand now. I was sitting on the couch thinking when I felt someone sit next to me. "Hey, hun", Lisa said kissing my cheek. I placed the letter down in front of me on the coffee table. "Hi..", I said still thinking about that letter. "What's wrong", Lisa asked. "Another letter from Ka'Tya. She brought up the discussion that I need to have with Gia. I guess it's that time since she is 17", I said turning to Lisa. Lisa rolled her eyes. "Gia never asks questions. Why go through all that unnecessary explaining. It's not like Ka'Tya is coming back around anyways." I frowned. "Don't talk like that. I know Ka'Tya and she might not be okay now but one day she will be. She loves her daughter and Gia needs to know that too", I say. "Michael the reality is, Ka'Tya is a druggy. She's been that way for 17 years now and if she really wanted to get better, she would have already. Gia doesn't need to know about her", she said nonchalantly. I began to get irritated. "Lisa, I love you but this situation has nothing to do with you. This is about me, Gia, and her mother so I don't need your comments." Lisa furrowed her eyebrows and stared at me for a minute. "My comment doesn't matter? I'm in your life now. I've been here for you and Gia for a while now and I think my opinion should matter", she said sternly. "Telling me to not tell my daughter who her mother is, is what you call a good idea? If so, I don't wanna hear it. Just because Gia doesn't ask, that doesn't mean she's not curious. She's probably just tired of asking and not getting straight answers. It's time I tell her the truth", I said getting up. I walk towards the door. Lisa sighed. "Where are you going Michael?" "Need to take a walk around the Ranch. Gotta figure out exactly what to say to Gia", I say walking out. For so long I've tried to avoid this day but it's here and I just have to face it.
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