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lost and found 25

here's part 25 enjoy!!!!
-Samone.

it's been 11 months since i've been in chemo and i look horrible,all my hair fell out i have no eyebrows nothing,i could say i'm about 90 pounds because i can't eat, if i do i'll throw it back up.i felt like a baby,michael and princess would have to wheel me around because i was too weak to walk and i couldn't even wash my own ass i was soo upset i didn't want to live anymore.one day when i was at chemo i just broke down all these feelings i had inside just came out.

Stacy:how are you feeling today mrs.jackson?
Me:(silence)
Stacy:(rubbing my arm)aww it's okay do you want to talk about it?
Me:(tearing up)i just don't understand why me,why is this happening to me?
Stacy:mrs.jackson your not alone in this,i once had this disease too.
Me:really?
Stacy:i had it for two years and i survived it,i know you can too.
Me:some days i'm scared i might not wake up(crying)i'm just ready to go,i can't fight this anymore,it's my time to go,i want to go i don't want to suffer anymore.
Stacy:(hugging me)mrs.jackson don't say that.i felt just like you,i felt that i had no more to give and i was useless,please i know you will make it just believe in yourself please. you will beat this i know you will.
Me:(sniffing)thank you sweetie,your an inspiration for me to keep pushing on.
Stacy:your welcome.

every since that day i'd got stronger and stronger stacy wasn't just a chemo therapist but also my mentor.it's been a year and my hair was coming back i would get weak now and again but i kept pushing,i gained my weight back and a little extra but that was okay too,i wasn't on as much medication as i use to be and i was starting to look like myself again.i thanked god everyday for giving me a second chance at life.one night as i was asleep i started dreaming about my mother.

Momma:hello lillionna.
Me:(rubbing my eyes)momma is that you.
Momma:yes,i miss you.
Me:i miss you too.
Momma:your disease is almost gone just continue to fight it and your will become stronger than ever.
Me:thank you momma.
Momma:(fading away)it was nice seeing you again,be strong honey i love you,goodbye.
Me:(yelling)momma don't go please.

i must of been talking in my sleep because michael as shaking me to wake up.

Me:(yelling)momma don't leave me.
Michael:(shaking me)lil wake up wake up
Me:(jumping up)what??michael i saw her she was here.
Michael:who?
Me:(tearing up)my momma,she was here, she was so close to me.
Michael:(hugging me)don't cry honey.
Me:(tears running down my face)she told me i was beating my disease and it's almost gone.
Michael:and she's right you are beating it,she has faith in you.

two weeks later i go to the doctor for my check up and they had good news for me,they said my cancer was completely gone but i would still have to take my medicines for a little longer until i gain all my strength back.i think all along my momma was watching over me and guiding me to become stronger.

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