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SG&MJ-Forever: Part 7
Dedicated to Maria, Caitlyn, Julie, Hayden, Halle and every body who reads my stories. and of course michael. hope your liking them so far and enjoy this one -Sarah 3 months have gone by. Since these 3 months Michael and i have hardly seen each other and today is the day i have dreaded. i didnâ??t want to do it but i think it will be best for Michael if i did. I sat in my dressing room on the set of my new movie staring at the phone. I was trying to think of reasons not to do this but i really just had to get it over with. I picked up the phone and rang Michael. Michael: hello? Me: hi Mike.. Michael: hey sweetie, whats up? Me: we need to talk..(sounding serious) Michael: about what? (sounding worried) Me: ill explain later..will you be able to call over later? Michael: yeah but i might be late, about 11 is that ok? Me: yeah thats fine..ill see you then Michael: ok baby i love you..bye. Me: bye.. I hung up without even saying it back. I really wanted to but i just needed to try and fall out of love with him. I put the phone down and held my head in my hands. Then one of my co-stars came in and told me they were ready for me. The day passed quickly and it was now 9pm. I went home took a shower and got into my pyjamas. I never said a word to anyone in my family and i just stayed in my room looking at the clock. Time went slowly and i just sat there most of the time crying, thinking am i making a mistake. It was not 11:05pm and i heard a knock on my door. it was Michael. he came in and closed the door behind him. He was smiling until he seen i was crying. Michael: were you crying? Whats going on? Me: sit down.. Michael sat down beside me and i held his hand. He looked so cute as usual and i tried my best not to make eye contact with him because if i did i wouldnâ??t be able to go through with this. Me: this is hard Michael but i think itâ??s time... Michael: your worrying me..just say it! Me: i donâ??t think we should see each other anymore..(tears start to fall down my cheeks) Michael: (staring at the ground) Me: say something.. Michael: why? Me: we never see each other and well you need someone better, someone who can relate to your work..someone you donâ??t have to take time off all the time just to see once and a while.. Michael: but... Me: no buts Michael..i love you and i want whats best for you and thats not me.. Michael: donâ??t do this! Me: i didnâ??t want to but people brought it to my attention and their right. I know it hurts now but in the long run you will be happier.. Michael: who?..i cant see my future without you in it Sarah! Me: just people..you donâ??t know them..Michael i will be in your future just not right now..i think you need to focus on your career and when your ready i will be here waiting for you.. Michael: i love you..(kissing me) Me: (kissing back but pulling away before i get to into it) im sorry Michael.. We sat there for hours talking and crying and kissing even. Michael kept trying to just make me forget what i just said by kissing me but i couldnâ??t. It was playing through my head for 3 months now and i had to get it out. We finally hugged and kissed one last time. Michael didnâ??t want to let me go but we finally parted. He had tears streaming down his face just like i did and left. I lay curled up on my bed hugging a pillow crying. I couldnâ??t believe i actually broke up with the love of my life. Like i said i was willing to sacrifice my own happiness for Michaelâ??s. After an hour of straight crying i finally fell asleep. The next morning i woke up with this horrible sick feeling. I ran into the toilet and just as i made it to the toilet i vomited. I thought maybe i was sick from being so upset but i was wrong. This continued for about a week and i finally went to the doctor. Because i was a celebrity i didnâ??t have to wait so i went straight in. I was thinking how if i was still with Michael he would be here holding my hand, but now im all alone. I sat in the doctorâ??s office and waited for him. He came in after about 5minutes. Dr. Reid: so Ms. Gunning it has been a long time since i seen you, what seems to be the problem? Me: please call me Sarah..well iv been vomiting a lot over the last week and sometimes i donâ??t even feel sick? Dr. Reid: well all i can really do is take a blood test and see if there is any abnormalities there..is that ok? Me: yes thats fine but when will you have the results? Dr. Reid: usually they take a week but in this case i will have them in the emergency testing centre since you cant really be vomiting while your making movies.. Me: thank you so much..so will i come back in or will a letter be sent out? Dr. Reid: we will have a letter sent to your house..it should only take about 2 days.. After the doctor took my blood i headed home to curl up on the couch and relax. I had such a hard week and i never got time to just relax. Everybody in my family and Michaelâ??s now knows about our break up and Katherine keeps coming over to see how i am. I think she is just sent by Michael but she was always like my second mother anyway. She comes over with cookies and brownies and just sits there listening as i tell her how im feeling. I know she goes and tells Michael everything but i suppose it isnâ??t too bad because she tells me how Mike is too. She tells me how different he is when im not around. How he just stays in his room during his spare time and when hes working hes not chatty or anything he just does his part and goes home. I felt bad but like i said he will be happier in the long run. It has been another day and Katherine comes by again with her cookies. She knew i loved them and they kind of cheered me up. This time Michael gave her a note to give to me. I really didnâ??t want to read it because it was hard already without hearing how much he missed me or something. I reluctantly opened the note and it simply said: â??Come Back To Me, Love You Always Mikeâ? I didnâ??t know what to do. Katherine just said i know its hard Sarah but its what you want not him. I stared into space for a while and i just put the note down and told Katherine to tell him im sorry and i will always love him. After that she went home. I couldnâ??t think about Michael right now, not because it was hard but because i was vomiting again. I really needed to know what was wrong with me soon because it was starting to annoy me. I took the week off work because of it and i had a lot of free time i started to think about Mike more. Tomorrow is the day of the results and i just cant wait to find out what is wrong with me so i can go back to a normal life. Or so i thought.... To be Continued.......
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