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I'm Not Letting Go~~Chapter 14
I apologize for not getting this posted Tuesday, guys. The new chemo med is really getting to me.Thank you for being patient! Onto chapter 14...thanks for reading! ~~Leslie The next morning I awoke before Michael, finding him sleeping peacefully beside me with my arm still across his waist. I tried to move without disturbing him, but as soon as I moved my arm, his eyes opened. " Leslie? You okay?" " Uhhuh," I answered kissing his cheek," Go back to sleep." " What time is it?" he asked with a yawn. " About 10," I answered," You can sleep s'more." He turned to face me and smiled," Hiya." " Hiya." I answered. " Y'know, I had the most incredible dream last night." " Yeah?" I replied, facing him, smiling. " I proposed to an angel and she said yes, then we made love..." he smiled. " Oh really?" " Really." he answered. " Michael Jackson makes love, film at eleven." I teased. " Film?? Oh my gosh!" he laughed and blushed," No, no no films please!" " Darn, there goes THAT idea." I teased. " You're back, feisty!" he smiled," I thought you only showed when Barry was mentioned." he grinned. " Oh shut up, you." I said, playfully swatting his arm. " Oooh, hurt me baby." he teased. " I'm gonna hurt you, Mr. Kelley," I said leaning over and giving him a soft kiss on the lips. " Angel, if that's hurting me, feel free to beat my brains out." he giggled and we held to each other sharing soft, sweet kisses. " I love you." I told him. " I love you...still want to marry me?" " Yes, very much so." I answered. " Well good. You have to cuz you took my virginity." he said, grinning. " Took?" I laughed," Baby, you GAVE it away." He laughed," Okay, okay, guilty as charged. I just couldn't not touch you any longer. I waited my whole life for last night with you." " No regrets, I hope." He chuckleld," Only that I didn't meet you when I was a LOT younger and had more stamina." " No complaints here, Michael." I reassured him. He kissed me softly," It was magical...I felt whole for the first time ever," his eyes filled with happy tears," You complete me." " I'll always be here for you." I said, kissing him gently. But no sooner than I'd said the words, we both thought the same thing. There WERE no guarantees with my life. Not now that cancer was in charge. We both had tears in our eyes and Michael held me tightly to him. " I won't let you go, Leslie. I won't. I can't." " I don't want to die, Michael." I whispered. " I won't let you," he cried," Whatever it takes we'll find the way. You belong with me. I NEED you. You need me. And I love you so much," he looked at me, both of us in tears," We fight this demon together and we live happily ever after..." I nodded and he kissed the tears from my face," You are my love, lady. My love and my life...never forget that...never..." I nodded again and we held each other and wept. There were no guarantees of tomorrow. Not now. Michael and I spent the day talking more about our lives, our thoughts--everything. He was simply fascinating to listen to. He'd had an amazing life. " So, while everyone was blown away and sending me telegrams and stuff, I was backstage in tears." " What? Why?" " I wasn't happy with my performance. I could have done better." he said. " Michael it was beyond words. People still talk about the Motown 25 performance. What more could you have done?" " I dunno, something. Like I said, I'm rarely satisfied with anything. Except you." he smiled. " You're a perfectionist." " Very much so." " Is it because you didn't get the 'good job's when you were a kid?" " Maybe so. The approval I wanted was Joesph's, and I've never gotten that...still." " I'm sorry," I laid my hand on his," Maybe he just doesn't know how to show it." " Oh, I'm sure of that," he answered," Sounds like our father's are the same." " Unfortunately." " Well my kids know I love them and am proud of them," he beamed with pride," I can't wait to see them again." " When do you have to be you again?" " In June. I can't have Dr. Murray on trial for killing me when I'm alive." he said lightly. " It still sounds like a lot of mistakes were made, Michael." " They were. All of it will come out. Then the circus begins." he said. " I guess I don't have the luxury of you to myself much longer then. It's almost the end of may." I frowned. " Hey," he held my hand," You and my kids come first. The world has gone on for almost a year without me. I'll buy some time, have my speech aired then tell them all to go jump because I have priorities. I'll sing again, I'll dance again, but my angel needs me now more than my fans need a concert or I need a hit." he smiled. " Why Michael Jackson, are you putting your career second?" I smiled at him. " Yes ma'am." he smiled," And when you feel up to it, there are some people I want you to meet. Elizabeth, Diana, Quincy, Berry-- " " Oooh Barry!" I teased. " Not THAT one, silly." he laughed. I laughed and he wrapped me up in his arms," You and this Barry thing," he smiled," What'm I gonna do with you?" " I'm sure you'll think of something." I smiled back. He gave me a tender kiss that quickly grew more intense and his cell phone began to ring. He pulled his lips from mine with a frustrated sigh and answered the phone," Yes, hello." " Hi baby." " Oh, hello Mother. How are you?" " I'm good, honey. I just wanted to see how you are." " I couldn't be much better," he answered," Mother, I proposed to Leslie last night and she said yes." " You proposed?" " Uh huh," he smiled at me," I REALLY had to force her to say yes, but she finally gave in." His mother laughed," Michael, no girl would ever say no to you. You're sure about this, baby?" " Oh I've never been more sure of anything. I am completely in love." " I'm glad you're so happy, Michael...but does she realize what she's getting into?" " She does," he answered," And she's with me 100%." " Well, I can't wait to meet her. She must be pretty special for you to be so happy." " She's beyond special, Mother." he said looking at me," She completes me." " Oh I'm so glad. You've needed that type of love in your life." " Forever." he said," Kiss the kids for me." " I will baby. Talk to you soon. I love you." " I love you more." They hung up and he pulled me close to him," Now, where were we?" " We were talking about Barry." I teased. " Woman--" he said in a teasing, threatening tone. " Yes dear?" " Don't yes dear me," he chuckled," I may have to cut all ties with Barry if you don't snap outta this." " Go ahead, I can get him back on my own with cookies." I grinned. " Girl, he ain't gettin' yer cookies. They're mine." " Are we talking about the same thing?" I laughed. Michael laughed too and grabbed me, holding me close to him," You silly woman." " Ah, but you love me. What's that say about you?" " It says I am in for a GREAT life," he smiled," With lots of love and laughter." " Sounds like a great life." " It will be." he agreed. " Michael, may I ask a favor?" " Of course. Name it and it's yours." " Could I use your laptop to send my sister an e-mail? She worries if she doesn't hear from me every couple of days." " Of course, angel. I'll go grab it." Soon he returned with the computer and sat it in front of me on the coffee table, then sat down in the chair across from the couch. " Whatt're you doing over there?" I asked. " Giving you some privacy." " Oh will you get over here. I don't need privacy." I told him. He got up and came over, sitting beside me and kissing my cheek. " I always check CNN first to see what's the latest horrible happening in the world," I told him. The page loaded and there in front of us it said: " Michael Jackson's alleged gay lover receiving death threats ".
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