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Hidden Love Part 4
Recap: I feel like a complete idoit. Everything is messed up I might as just well die. I go back to the limo which is parked outside the mansion and wait for Mother so we can go home but evenso this madness is far from over. ......................................... I sat in the limo alone crying and trying to figure out why I let Jermaine have sex with me without using protection, It was only one time we did but it only takes one time as they say. I need to keep this pregnancy a secret but it won't be for long when I eventually start showing An hour goes by and finally I see Mother walking towards the limo. The questions start rolling as soon as she gets in. Mother:WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU?! Me:Can you just ---- Mother:(interupts me) You know you can tell me anything sweetheart. Me:Mother plea---- Mother:(interupts me again) I love you dearly just please understand that I can't bare to see looking like the whole world is against you. I decided not to say anything back because anytime I decided to say something she would not even listen to me I really could not stand her right now, the rest of the journey back home was an awkward silence. *At home* As soon as I got into the house I ran up the stairs to my bedroom took my dress and heels off I decided to take long hot shower to release my stress After my shower I wore my pyjamas and got into bed. I lay in bed crying and as I lay there I had this sudden urge to start punching my belly with my fists as hard as I could thinking to myself mabey just mabey I would destroy this unwanted child growing within me. Me:( crying )I can't deal with you right now... I can not have you in my life ..I'm too young to be a mother..GODDAMNIT ! I decided that I was not going to kill the baby...this way.. but I had to take drastic measures to get rid of of it.I knew abortion was wrong and deadly but this was the only option I had. I knew I had to discuss this with Jermaine first taking into consideration that he was the father of this child. I was about to go downstairs and get some hot chocolate and marshmellows I was craving for some all daaay...however as soon as I was going to get out of bed my cellphone started to ring. I looked at the caller I.D it was Michael, I was so nervous to pick it up but I had to rebuild the realtionship that we once had before I got into this horrible sitaution. Me: Hello Michael:So.....When were you going to tell me ? Me: W-W-what are you talking about ...Tell you what? *Thinking* OMG OMG ...PLEASE DONT TELL ME THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THE ONE THING I WAS TRYING TO KEEP A SECRET FROM YOU. Michael: Ashley dont play dumb with me...Jermaine told me everything, I can't believe that you were trying to keep this a secret from me....I thought you loved me. Me:I do love you..I wish every second of my life could be spent with you..Michael it would take a lifetime to explain the love I have for you.I'm so sorry if I've hurt you in any way. Michael: I feel the same way baby but you need to promise me that you'll have that baby no matter what. *Thinking* HAS HE READ MY MIND OR SOMETHING... BUT I'M STILL NOT HAVING THIS BABY ! Me: Urrrmmm I-I-I Michael: Promise me ! (Awkward silence for like 2 minutes) ....You know what Ashley just meet me at the park across your house tomorrow afternoon. Me:Alright.(sighs) Michael: Bye love you..Make sure your there by 5pm. Me:Okay..love you too A few minutes after I get off the phone I decide to go downstairs to get my hot chocolate and marshmellows I sneak my way down the stairs trying not to wake Mother up who is passed out on the kitchen floor with a bottle of vodka next to her. She seriously needs help but I'm dealing with my own issues right now to even bother with her, I get my hot chocolate and marshmellows and slowly creep back upstairs. I decided to call Rachael and her tell everything she was as shocked as I was. A few minutes after my conversation with Rachael I fall asleep not knowing the drama that will await me the next day. .............................. Please vote & Watch out for part 5. -Peace & L.O.V.E x -Dee Dee
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