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Fascination(PART17) by Candice

I was right. It was too late. I felt so down I simply wanted to die. I didnâ??t seem to 
care about anything anymore. Michael came to visit me later that night. I didnâ??t want 
to look at him. He rushed to my side and he hugged me. â??Fuck off!â? I pushed him 
away. â??Iâ??m deeply sorry.â? He said as he cried. I looked at him and I was mad like hell. 
â??Sorry?! Is that all you can do? Sorry wonâ??t do it Michael! Sorry wonâ??t be enough! 
Sorry wouldnâ??t bring our baby back!â? I was shaking with madness. Michael was 
trying to hug me but I was pushing him away. He didnâ??t say a word. â??You were too 
busy getting high werenâ??t you? Just go. I donâ??t want you here!â? I was getting 
hysterical again. The nurse rushed into the room. â??Anything wrong?â? She was 
looking at Michael and me. â??I donâ??t want him here.â? I pointed at Michael. Michael 
looked down and walked out of the room. I let out a sigh and tried to shrug off the 
sadness I felt.

I didnâ??t want to go home just yet so I begged the doctor to extend my stay for two 
more days. Michael kept on visiting me but he always ended up walking out of the 
room because I didnâ??t want to see him. He sent me flowers everyday but I always 
wanted them out of the room. Anything that had to do with him, I didnâ??t want to 
see, hear or feel because it only reminded me of our babyâ??s death.

Two days laterâ?¦

I still didnâ??t want to go home. I wanted to stay there and I was in complete denial of 
what had happened to our baby. At some point, I still didnâ??t want to believe it but 
then on that day Michael came and this time there was no stopping him. â??What are 
you doing here?!â? I wanted him out of the room. I no longer had dextrose on and 
this made it easy for him to carry me. â??Put me down! I donâ??t want to go with you! 
Nurse! Nurse!â? I was getting hysterical now. I feared Michael because I didnâ??t want 
to remember everything. The nurse rushed in but the bodyguards stopped her and 
they escorted Michael out of the room as he carried me. â??Youâ??re going home. I canâ??t 
have you here forever.â? He said as he kept on walking. I was shaking and pounding 
on his chest but still he was able to carry me into the car. I was helpless. I didnâ??t say 
a word on the way home and I was crying endlessly. As we pulled over, I looked at 
Michael and asked him â??Do you love it when you hurt me? Do you love seeing me 
like this? Just let me go, Michael. I no longer want to be with you.â? I looked out of 
the window and I tried not to listen to him. â??What are you saying? Are you hearing 
yourself? I donâ??t want you to go, I need you.â? He said as he held my hand. I pulled it 
away immediately. â??Do you really need me or do you just need me so that you can 
have children? I feel used Michael. I donâ??t feel your love anymore and right now I 
daresay, I donâ??t love you.â? I snarled at him. I said this as I tried to stop my tears. 
Michael was silent but I knew he was shocked. I was still in my hospital gown but 
this didnâ??t stop me from getting out of the car. I rushed to the bedroom to change 
and grab my stuff. I went on to look for my dad and I took him with me. Michael 
was blocking the doorway. â??You canâ??t just leave me. You know you donâ??t mean what 
you say. You still love me and I love you.â? He was whispering. I looked at him and I 
gave out a mean chuckle. â??Love me? Are you sure of what youâ??re saying? Get out of 
the way.â? I pushed the wheelchair as I carried my big bag in one arm. Michael 
grabbed me by the arm and kissed me. I pulled away from him and slapped him on 
the face. â??Now you know how it must feel to be left alone. I hope you enjoy your life 
with your pills.â? I walked out of the room and I used dadâ??s car to get out of the 
vicinity.

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