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Tough Love Part 78
Chapter 78 Bad Girl. â??I think you should go home now.â? â??I know I do but that fact alone makes me not want to. I can barely face my father alone.â? After a minute in silence, M.J. comes up with a solution. â??Iâ??ll walk you home. The most your dad can say is that I got his daughter home safely. Iâ??ll face him myself. It took BOTH of us to be in the wrong, and Iâ??m going to support my girlfriend.â? I look him in the face, just to make sure heâ??s telling the truth. He leans towards my face and firmly pecks me. So I wonâ??t procrastinate any longer, M.J. stands us up, takes my hand, and I hold his book bag as we trek back to my house. When I see the house again, I start to cry again. â??Shush, shush, weâ??re going to be fine. Iâ??ll see you tomorrow and weâ??re going to be fine. Now I have to get you home before your dad gets a search warrant out for you.â? He plop his lips on mine, and we finally get to the house. I give M.J. his bag back and he rings the doorbell. As soon as he does that, Dad swings the door open. I thought he would snatch me in, but by the look on his face, it was pained all over again, and I hurriedly step inside. â??I called your fatherâ?¦and I let him know.â? â??Yes sir.â? M.J. quietly says. He hands him his shoes. The last spitting image I get of M.J. is his disturbed expressionâ??frowning, nostrils flared, and lips with tension in them. He glances over at me one last time and I see him look over at Dad before he closes the door. I tried walking upstairs but Dad stopped me. â??Stop it RIGHT THERE YOUNG LADY!â? I stop in my tracks and turn around, all defeated. â??Sit.â? He points at the couch. I look at him before I head over there. â??Giirrl, you BETTER not be trying to try me.â? I sit and he stands in-front of the TV as we stare at each other. â??We didnâ??t DO anything. I felt claustrophobic in here! So I found M.J. and he comforted me unlike you were doing. He decided to make sure I got here safely.â? Dad walks to the door. â??Guess he took a cab or something. Now back to YOU! WHY Lyric? WHY?!â? I look at him in disbelief. â??If you donâ??t answer me!â? â??Clarence, she might not feel up to it to answer right now.â? Michael walked in from the kitchen, but he was in the living room when I returned home. Dad looked over at him with a tight expression. â??Michael, she always run when thereâ??s a problem in her life, but since you two know so much, Iâ??m just going to wash my hands of it. But hereâ??s a rule right here, no contact with him. I know I canâ??t control what happens during school or your extra-curriculars, but thatâ??s the only time youâ??ll be seeing him. No phone calls either.â? He stalks past me and Michael and we know when he gets to his room because the door is slammed. Michael and I look at each other. After we shake our heads, I just do the safest thing, which is go to my room. A night like this, I would want it to rain since this is how Iâ??m feeling. And luckily it does a little. I spent the entire night with my nose in my books on my bed with the TV on. During different times of the night, Iâ??d cry a little until I felt totally drained by the time I went to bed. But during my mini depression, I would hold my promise ring, and it gave me some hope, but then it would make things worse for me. I wish we had taken a picture beforehand, but this is different, which made things unique. When I got up the next morning, I had to shut my alarm clock up because I wasnâ??t perky this morning. I did my hair the same and when I looked over at M.J.â??s sweatshirt, I decided to wear it instead of my jean jacket. Once I got downstairs, it was no surprise that Dad already left for work. We hadnâ??t said another word since he left the living room. â??What in your right mind made you sneak him in here?â? â??I didnâ??t sneak him in MICHAEL!â? â??I donâ??t get you.â? â??LOOK! He gave me a promise ringâ?¦andâ?¦and he was SO sincere. I really just like him, Michael.â? â??For the sex or do you really care about him?â? â??Maybe both!â? I gave up. â??But he cares about me more than I care about him, and thatâ??s starting to change a little. I mean Michael, itâ??s really getting intense.â? â??Because yâ??all canâ??t keep yâ??all pants up.â? I squint my eyes. Then I throw the orange that was in my hand at him. I was gonna tell him we hadnâ??t even had intercourse, but I decided I would get him under his skin as well. â??At least heâ??s getting some.â? I re-sling my bag on my shoulder, grab M.J.â??s English textbook and I slam the door. I seriously feel bad by telling Michael that, but I still canâ??t believe he thinks Iâ??m THAT gullible. I try my best to keep my spirits up with the girls and when I see M.J. coming to breakfast, I nearly lose it and when we hug tightly, everyone thinks itâ??s because we just care for each other that much, but itâ??s a lot deeper than that. I decided quicken my pace as I ate. Then M.J. and I stood outside until the bell ranged. â??I see you have my sweatshirt on.â? he smiles. â??You never asked for it again.â? We kissed, but even after we pulled away, I didnâ??t feel satisfied. â??I wonâ??t be able to call you, but he didnâ??t say for how longâ?¦and I donâ??t think I can hang with you once I leave school, but I donâ??t knowâ?¦I donâ??t think I can take it.â? He hugs me. â??Look,â? he kisses the necklace, â??Now every time, weâ??re away from each other, just tugs on the ring, and youâ??ll know Iâ??m here for you.â? He takes my shoulders and kisses my lips. â??But what about this afternoon?â? â??Iâ??ll talk to Coach about it and Iâ??ll get back at you about it at the end of the day.â? The bell rings and he tugs me in one last time. By his urgency, I can tell heâ??s about to ask him now. December 12 wasnâ??t even cracked up to how it was supposed to be. And today was special because M.J. has been my boyfriend for a month now, but with Dadâ?¦I canâ??t see anything special about today. And then my commitment to Nickâ?¦my God so much is going on for me right nowâ?¦and then the Holiday Social this Thursdayâ?¦at least Iâ??ll have some time to hang with him while we were out in public with our peers. â??We need all the time we can get, Lyric. We didnâ??t have last weekend to practice.â? â??I knowâ?¦but I wonâ??t be able to see M.J. after school as much.â? When he looks like he wants more of an answer, I say: â??With his practices and stuff, we barely get to see each other.â? â??What about the weekends?â? â??Nick, thatâ??s not an OPTION right now.â? I say impatiently. â??How aboutâ??â? â??Hey, bay.â? I feel a kiss on my cheek and automatically know itâ??s M.J. â??Hey.â? I turn to face him real quick. â??But I was saying how about we practice for about an hour. I know the boys practices ends late.â? I turn to face M.J. â??She canâ??t be gone too long.â? I know he mean under our circumstances right now. â??I can drive her home.â? Momentarily silence. â??Can you give me a lift as well?â? â??Sure. But what about practice?â? â??We donâ??t always end THAT late, Nick.â? â??Okay, cool.â? Nick was about to take my wrist, but M.J. stops us. â??You got everything with you today?â? â??I do.â? I kiss him and smile. â??See you in an hour.â? Nick had to shake me out my trance a few times. â??Now youâ??re picking up ground, but you have to retain it. Now when I say â??My assistant will assist me on this trick,â?? you have to be on it! Itâ??s a real live stage production Lyric, and we have to be on it.â? â??Have you told your teachers about it? Iâ??ve told mine but Iâ??m going to remind them Thursday.â? â??Yeah, and Iâ??m getting a note for â??em. Donâ??t forget to get yours.â? â??I wonâ??t.â? The hour went by faster than I thought it would, and I was more than happy to head for the gym. I know I couldnâ??t go in, but Nick and I stood at the window. A few times I got M.J.â??s eyes. During one of their breaks, he came up to the window and put his hand on it, and I put my left one to match his. Now I think Iâ??m getting the real feeling of a boyfriend. Once he took in another breath and walked backwards away from the window, Nick starts a convo. â??I didnâ??t know yâ??all were that close.â? â??Me eitherâ?¦â? I giggle at his expression, â??But Iâ??m happy we can trust each other.â? M.J. was the first one out, I could tell. â??Youâ??re still wearing the sweatshirt? You can take it off now.â? And he pulls it off for me. â??Thanks for waiting on me, yâ??all.â? â??No prob.â? We get in the car and itâ??s about five-thirty, which is a risk, but not TERRIBLE since Dad gets off around this time. I sat in the back with M.J. and when it was time to get out the car, Nick looks away for us as we give our goodbye kisses. â??Iâ??ll see you as soon as possible Lyric.â? A tear escapes. â??I know this is stupid, but here, have it.â? I ripped off my headband and gave it to him. â??When Iâ??m not around.â? I kissed it and handed it to him. Nick gets out the car for us. â??Iâ??m still trying to ease Dad but Momâ??s cracking in a little easier.â? â??We have the Holiday Social. You know itâ??s always a week before the last week for Christmas.â? â??Maybe by then your Dad will soften up.â? â??M.J. I donâ??t know.â? â??And this time during school really isnâ??t enough.â? â??I know, but this all we have. Thereâ??s nothing else I donâ??t think I can do. My dad and I arenâ??t even talking.â? â??Ohâ?¦â? he nods. â??Iâ??m not surprised. But my dad called yours.â? â??Yeah?â? â??And Dad told me yours isnâ??t impressed by meâ?¦I just need to make things right. I canâ??t sneak around with you like this. I like you too much for that. I have to fix this.â? â??So do I. I canâ??t believe we canâ??t justâ?¦talk. Forbidding us from seeing each other really doesnâ??t help anyone.â? â??I know, but Iâ??ll be working on itâ?¦and you be working on it too.â? â??Okay.â? I smile. Then we lunge at each other and give a powerful-farewell-kiss for the day. I get out the car as I feel M.J.â??s hand lightly on the back of my thigh. â??Thanks,â? I mouth to Nick, and go in the house. I barely leave my room and get my shower done early. I hear a knock at my door, which Iâ??m not happy about, but I answer it. â??I was talking to Clarence a lot today.â? â??Yeah?â? â??He took off and we just hung out.â? â??Andâ?¦â? â??I listened to his point-of-view, and I must say that since M.J. kept kissing you in-front of them, that gave him another reason to be pissed. But also, I feel that if he keeps yâ??all separated, yâ??all will only sneak.â? â??Yeah, this is no Romeo and Juliet tale.â? â??Yeah so I talked to himâ?¦and he decided if yâ??all canâ??t see each other face-to-face, yâ??all should be able to talk on the phone.â? â??You did that for me?!â? He nods as he laughs, â??Yeah!â? I hug his neck tightly. â??But why would you do that for me? What aboutâ?¦Saturday night? Sunday morning before dawn?â? â??That doesnâ??t matter to me now.â? When I look hurt, he says, â??I canâ??t taint with fate. If itâ??s meant to beâ?¦.â? â??Okay.â? Then the phone rings. â??Answer it.â? Michael smiles. I already know who it is, but I smile anyways. I hug him one last time and when I push the door closed, thereâ??s M.J. I kind of donâ??t mind it when I see Dad walk by my door. I was thinking about thanking him, but when I saw his face, I knew that was the last thing he wanted. And while I was still on the phone with M.J., I let him do most of the talking. Though he was doing the all the right things and pushing the right buttons, I still felt numb and heartbroken by causing Dad so much pain. Iâ??m just a Bad Girl. -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_ Deep hunh? Letâ??s just say I was listening to Madonnaâ??s â??Bad Girlâ? and decided to use the title. You should listening to it...it's sorta how Lyric feels. Things are going to getâ?¦interesting, but I couldnâ??t wait to post*! -Aariyan.
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